I Want Tears of Joy!
I Want Tears of Joy!

I will never forget that day when I went to visit a Pakistani eye doctor to treat a severe inflammation in my eye. He asked me for a sample of my tears to examine in order to accurately diagnose the condition. I sat on the balcony, gripped by fear, and worried like a straight hair in the eye of a person with amputated hands, wondering again and again!

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November 10, 2025

I Want Tears of Joy!

I Want Tears of Joy!

I will never forget that day when I went to visit a Pakistani eye doctor to treat a severe inflammation in my eye. He asked me for a sample of my tears to examine in order to accurately diagnose the condition.

I sat on the balcony, gripped by fear, and worried like a straight hair in the eye of a person with amputated hands, wondering again and again! Would the test result reveal my sadness? Would he find in it that Palestinian child with curly hair, or the scene of children's remains scattered on burnt tents, and that starving pilgrim with his skeletal frame groaning in pain next to his widowed daughter with her six children eating flour mixed with sand, obtained by her brother, bloody with wounds under bombardment, fire, and humiliation? What if he discovered my anger at neighboring countries that narrowed and even participated in that siege?

He will certainly see in them what I fear, the image of the Sudanese woman embracing her child, surrounded by shadows of monsters who wanted to kill him and violate her honor, and the scene of the Sudanese man being trampled alive from the soles of his feet to his head.

Do you think he will be able to classify the types of tears? What if he arranged them according to tears of anger descending to tears of hope, then he would record my anger at what Syria has become and learn about the conditions of the free women of the Uyghurs and the wounds of the Muslims of India. Perhaps the tears of hope that I shed in devotion to God, asking for the victory of His religion, may alleviate the burden of what that doctor saw.

Finally, I arrived at the hospital to meet him to find out the result. He stared at me for a long time as if I were a scandalous history of many crimes against Muslims.

I surprised him with a question: Doesn't Pakistan have one of the largest armies in the world in terms of numbers and readiness? Does it not possess a nuclear weapon that gives it prestige and deterrence? What about its strategic location between China, India, and Iran as a gateway to Central Asia, giving it political and economic power, in addition to its relative self-sufficiency in defense industries? Economic and military strengths that have not even been used to pressure regimes hostile to Muslims, do you know why, Doctor? Because the Pakistani regime, like the rest of our regimes, is subject to international pressure, especially from America, so will we settle for shaking our heads as you are doing now?!

Hasn't the time come, after years of wandering, to reorient our compass as Muslims, as we were great and possessed the sovereignty of the world under a just caliph who ruled according to the Book of God Almighty and the Sunnah of His Messenger ﷺ? We are a people whom God has honored with Islam, so why do we accept such humiliation, and the war declared today is a war on religion and Muslims? Here honor is violated, blood is shed, and plans are announced for a new Abrahamic religion, temples are built, and idols bring us back to eras of polytheism and disbelief!

Sorry, Doctor, I don't want treatment, for my pain is not healed by manufactured pills or anesthetic needles, but by a radical solution that leaves no room for tears to be shed.

We want a rightly-guided caliphate based on the method of the Messenger of God ﷺ that restores the nation's dignity, avenges its enemies, supports its oppressed, and is fair to its members. We want a rightly-guided caliphate that has its prestige, shaking the pillars and thrones of the pharaohs of our time. Yes, I want tears of joy.

Written for the media office of Hizb ut-Tahrir

Manal Umm Ubaida

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The Honor of Companionship with Abu Osama, Ahmed Baker (Hazeem), may God have mercy on him

The Honor of Companionship with Abu Osama, Ahmed Baker (Hazeem), may God have mercy on him

On the morning of the twenty-second of Rabi’ al-Awwal 1447 AH, corresponding to the fourteenth of September 2025 AD, at the age of eighty-seven, Ahmed Baker (Hazeem), one of the first generation in Hizb ut-Tahrir, passed away to his Lord. He carried the call for many years and endured long imprisonment and severe torture for its sake, but he did not falter, weaken, change, or alter, thanks to God's grace and help.

He spent long years in Syria in the eighties during the rule of the late Hafez, in hiding, until he was arrested with a group of Hizb ut-Tahrir youth by the Air Force Intelligence in 1991, to face the most severe forms of torture under the supervision of the criminals Ali Mamlouk and Jamil Hassan, where one of those who entered the interrogation room after a round of interrogation with Abu Osama and some of his comrades told me that he saw some pieces of flesh flying and blood on the walls of the interrogation room.

After more than a year in the cells of the Air Force Intelligence Branch in Mezzeh, he was transferred with the rest of his colleagues to Sednaya prison to be sentenced to ten years, of which he spent seven years patiently and expectantly, then God bestowed upon him relief.

After his release from prison, he continued to carry the call directly and continued until the arrests of the party's youth began, which included hundreds in Syria in the middle of December 1999, where his house in Beirut was raided and he was kidnapped to be transferred to the Air Force Intelligence Branch at Mezzeh Airport, to begin a new phase of terrible torture. Despite his old age, he was, with God's help, patient, steadfast, and expectant.

After nearly a year, he was transferred to Sednaya prison again, to be tried in the State Security Court, and later sentenced to ten years, of which God decreed that he spend nearly eight years, then God bestowed upon him relief.

I spent a full year with him in 2001 in Sednaya prison, but I was right next to him in the fifth dormitory (A) on the left of the third floor, I used to call him my dear uncle.

We used to eat together, sleep next to each other, and study culture and ideas. From him we gained culture and from him we learned patience and steadfastness.

He was tolerant, loved people, and was keen on the youth, instilling in them confidence in victory and the imminence of the fulfillment of God's promise.

He was a memorizer of the Book of God and he used to read it every day and night and he used to spend most of the night in prayer, and when dawn approached, he would shake me to wake me up for the night prayer and then for the dawn prayer.

I left prison and then returned to it in 2004, and we were transferred to Sednaya prison again in early 2005, to meet again with those who remained in prison when we left for the first time at the end of 2001, and among them was the dear uncle Abu Osama Ahmed Baker (Hazeem), may God have mercy on him.

We used to walk for long periods in front of the dormitories to forget with him the walls of the prison, the iron bars, and the separation from family and loved ones, how not, when he spent long years in prison and suffered what he suffered!

Despite my closeness to him and my companionship with him for long periods, I never saw him complain or grumble, as if he were not in prison, but soaring outside the walls of the prison; soaring with the Qur’an that he recites in most of his times, soaring with the wings of confidence in God’s promise and the glad tidings of His Messenger ﷺ of victory and empowerment.

We were in the darkest and most severe circumstances looking forward to the day of the great victory, the day when the glad tidings of our Messenger ﷺ are fulfilled "Then there will be a Khilafah according to the method of Prophethood." We longed to gather under the shade of the Khilafah and the banner of the Eagle fluttering. But God decreed that you move from the abode of misery to the abode of eternity and permanence.

We ask God to be in the highest Paradise and we do not purify anyone before God.

Our dear uncle, Abu Osama:

We ask God to cover you with His vast mercy, to dwell you in His spacious gardens, to make you with the righteous and the martyrs, and to reward you for the harm and torment you have suffered with the highest degrees in Paradise, and we ask Him, the Almighty, to gather us with you at the Cistern with our Messenger ﷺ and in a permanent abode of His mercy.

Our consolation is that you are arriving to the Most Merciful of the merciful, and we say only what pleases God, Indeed, we belong to God, and indeed, to Him we will return.

Written for the Media Office of Hizb ut-Tahrir

Abu Sateef Jijo

Sudan: Another Example of the Failure of Nationalism

Sudan: Another Example of the Failure of Nationalism

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According to the laws governing the current system, every nation has the right to choose the laws that govern it, and therefore, every nation has the right to a state. This concept led to a wave of new countries after World War II, as existing countries split, and thus, the chaos we see today occurred.

Since 1945, there have been at least 34 new countries recognized by the United Nations. This resulted from the wave of nationalism that swept the world in the decades following the mid-20th century. Artificial borders were drawn to grant various factions independence and the right to rule, with countries like the formerly unified Sudan falling into conflicts and unrest.

But the new divisions did not solve the existing problems, but rather complicated them. In the case of Sudan, one way to understand this complexity is to look at its industry and oil sector. The oil sector was pivotal in the unified state, and became the backbone of the two newly formed economies. The problem is that the borders dismantled the formerly centralized Sudanese oil industry. In the newly formed states, the south controlled most of the oil fields, while the north controlled the export infrastructure, including pipelines and refineries. Thus, South Sudan, which has recently become landlocked, relied on Sudan's pipelines leading to the Red Sea. This division led to disputes over transit fees, repeatedly disrupting oil exports - exports that both countries still rely on for their economies. For example, in 2012, South Sudan halted oil production due to these disputes, a move that significantly affected the revenues of both countries. While agreements have been reached to resume exports, tensions and economic difficulties remain.

So, since 2011, what we have is two separate countries that are highly dependent on each other. They have the resources, but they lack the development necessary to exploit them. Thus, despite having about 8 billion barrels of oil in them, they suffer from extreme poverty.

This can change if the two countries unite and stabilize. This will not happen under the current capitalist system. This system has exacerbated conflicts between people, and then given them a system of governance that encouraged ideas such as "survival of the fittest," fueling tensions within and between them.

To change the situation in Sudan, and to ensure its political stability and ability to develop economically, it must be returned to the banner of Islam. Then, its oil sector can be optimally exploited, its agricultural sector can be developed, its mining and industrial sectors can be expanded, and its trade infrastructure can be strengthened. This will be done under the guidance of the Caliph and his assistants who realize their duty to ensure the development of regions within the Islamic State, and to exploit resources, for the benefit of the Islamic Ummah. And that they will be sinful if they ignore this responsibility.

It is possible to develop the area of Sudan, as it has the potential to become a major producer and exporter of food thanks to its vast agricultural lands, about 84 million hectares, only 20% of which is cultivated. It grows major crops, including cotton, peanuts, sesame seeds, sorghum, wheat, and sugarcane. It is also rich in mineral resources such as gold, asbestos, chromium, mica, kaolin, and copper. It has the infrastructure for many light industries such as agricultural processing, electronics assembly, plastics, furniture manufacturing, and textile production.

It has the ability to provide resources for the rest of the Islamic country, while benefiting from what it offers, given its strategic location between the Gulf states and West Africa, and it has access to the Red Sea.

Sudan's main seaport is Port Sudan, a natural deep-water port capable of handling large ships. It also supports diverse cargoes including containers, bulk cargo, and oil. This, along with other Sudanese ports, provides the country with direct connection to international shipping lanes via the Red Sea. This not only connects Sudan to its African neighbors, but also to Middle Eastern markets including the coastal city of Jeddah in Saudi Arabia. This is important because its neighbors are landlocked and will need Sudan's access to the sea in order to trade with the rest of the Islamic country. These possibilities are not limited to Africa and the Middle East, but also extend, perhaps to Asia, Europe, and the Arabian Gulf, thanks to Sudan's strategic location on the Red Sea and its proximity to the Suez Canal.

Despite the current unrest, the country's infrastructure is still functioning adequately, with Sudan currently exporting its crude oil to the UAE and Malaysia via the Bashayer and PLOC marine terminals. These exports are sent via Sudan's Red Sea port infrastructure, and consist mostly of crude oil produced in South Sudan.

So, there is potential for the region to become a prosperous part of the Islamic State. Once the Islamic country is reunited, Sudan will be able to trade with the rest of the Islamic Ummah. This is important because Sudan is not the only country with natural resources sufficient to meet many global needs today - the whole of Africa has been blessed with these resources; as the continent contains approximately 30% of the world's mineral reserves, including cobalt, gold, platinum and copper. It also has approximately 8% of the world's oil reserves and approximately 12% of the world's natural gas reserves.

If we look at Sudan's neighbors, we have Egypt, which is rich in natural gas and oil. It also has access to the Nile River, a vital water resource. There is also Eritrea, which has significant mineral resources, including gold, copper, and potash, and Ethiopia, with its potential in the field of hydroelectric power, agricultural land, and minerals. Then there is the Central African Republic, which has diamonds, gold, and uranium, and both Chad and Libya, with their large oil resources. Despite all this wealth and potential, Africa is home to some of the poorest countries in the world. In addition to Sudan and South Sudan, the rest of the countries suffer from conflict and death, and their resources are plundered and exploited.

Under the Caliphate, this situation will change. The Islamic State will resume its commitment to developing the resources of the earth, so that we (as a nation) become self-sufficient, not dependent on or exploited by hostile countries. This is essential, as the enemies of Islam must not be given any advantage over us. As we can see, it is also possible, if we have a leader capable of uniting the Muslims in Sudan and quelling the current state of instability and unrest.

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Written for the Central Media Office of Hizb ut-Tahrir

Fatima Musab

Member of the Central Media Office of Hizb ut-Tahrir